This sucks I cant get motivated, I cant get off the couch, I cant lose any weight, and I cant stop eating. At least I know I wont waste my time watching American Idol now that Ellen is a judge. But really I dont know what I doing these days, I really just need to get up and get my ass in gear. Im sick of feeling so blah but I cant seem to find any motivation to do anything. I guess Feb. is not going to be my month, its a good thing there are still 3 left in this competition. I am really hoping to make march my month. I am going to have some work and maybe thats just what I need. I am still eating mostly good, just without exercise I am only maintaining. Winning second place last month was great and it should have motivated me but getting laid off has been really hard. Maybe I should just stop bitching and stop complaining and loss some weight...Talk to you next week BYE!!!
Friday, February 19, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
Week 1 month 2
This week sucked. I barely exercised and I ate too much. Sitting at home with the kids makes it way too easy to snack and be lazy. I have a membership to the club but my wife has to be home for me to use it, and since she is never home unless its when the gym is packed, I usually get to go twice a week. And for some reason we stopped doing the P90X, so I'm really screwed. I guess I really just need to find a way to get re motivated, but that's tough when you are used to supporting your family and now all you can do is watch your wife do it. I guess if I cleaned up around the house I could get a little exercise but that's just not my style. I just spend too much time sitting on my ass watching hockey and fishing shows wishing I was playing or fishing. I even used last months winnings to buy an ice auger (to go ice fishing) but because of our unusually warm winter, most of the lakes near me are not safe to ice fish! On the positive side I have not gained any weight, I just wish I had lost more. Oh well I guess I need to try harder. Anyone want 4 kids so I can exercise? Just kidding Hopefully this next week will bring some motivation back to me.
Friday, February 5, 2010
bye bye moob's (man boobs)
